Myself (Internal monologue)

There are times in which I get mad, stupid and start to think and overthink things that are somewhat not so complicated. Or at least, they shouldn’t be. But the human mind (or mine, it’s the same) has that kind of stuff and you can’t avoid that.

You know, if you look inside yourself, that you don’t have to think so much in that painful situations that make your crappy life even more crappy. You have people around you saying all the time that you have to go on, that you are a good person, that you don’t deserve being in that state you are, but you don’t care about what they say. Yes, you listen to (or pretend to) them all the time, you are aware of the fact that they’re totally right but there’s some mechanism in your mind that blocks all the advices your friend or family can give to you.

And when finally you can hear that advices, it’s because you have already surpassed the pain without their help. Because no one aside yourself can help you. Although all the people you know love you and want the best for you, the only person who can help you is your own and unique self.

And now, I think it’s time to help myself.